Thursday, December 30, 2010

last week was my first time attending a special couple wedding. A wedding of mute couple :). The wedding was different from other wedding that i ever attended before. During the solemnization, ucop will nodd his head if he is agree. Hehe........bayangkan if us who wants to get married just nodd our head, confirm everyone yg kahwin jz sekali lafaz dah sah.......:P
during the sanding, there were like 9 tents. So, i guess u cn imagine rite how crowded the place is. It is very crowded but it is not soo riuh. Because most of them who attended the wedding are special person just like ucop and his wife. It's just their hands were like talking. I can understand some of the sign language since i knew ucop. But the best way to really communicate with ucop when u don' know sign language is to send him a sms :)




The bride and groom looked great together. They were both happy being surrounded with friends and family who came as well as the yummmyyy foodddd :)))


to ucop and asma, Selamat pengantin baru and semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu :).
Ucop, stop bully your wife. Whenever i ask u ''asma buat ape?'', he will just show me
the sign of makan, tidur and gemuk. :P. To asma, take good care of ucop. He's a nice
guy :)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010


the quotes are just so true

Friday, December 24, 2010

just back from spore ~ down to fever.....need some rest

Saturday, December 18, 2010

why there are some people who being prejudice about girls who wear hijabs ? They just feel that those who wear hijab can't succeed.. Why ah?



most girls who wear hijab nowadays can still succeed. Can still be elegant! Can still be a fashionista! Yuna still succeed as a singer, Hana Tajima, my idol :) still succeed as a designer. Everyone deserve to be success


why must this discrimination happen you people ?


i don't understand laaa

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i miss these people and others who are unable to attend the comeback


but what is really funny during phoenix comeback is this ~




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picture taken from aness's blog. Imagine 30 people cramped in a room like sardine and as usual, i cannot sleep as it is sick bay. Some people know that i'm ''allergic'' to sickbay :P

Monday, December 13, 2010

i registered my course this morning for next sem class. BUT, IT'S NOT SETTLED! 2 EXAMS ARE CLASHED! we have to wait until the sem begins then we can start to settle this



but, what i'm annoyed with is

there are too many procedures that we need to follow and we have to pay for fine although it's not our mistake. ARGGGHHHHHH

and the schedule for now is verryy pack. I don't know how to manage my time for tuition some more..haiyaa

Thursday, December 9, 2010

love the quote

she is the center of attention
she follows no rules
her world is unique and timeless
she aspires perfection and inspires the rest
georgous makes everything effortless~
omg.... this quote is just veerrryyyyy woonnderrrrfuulll
taken from the georgeous mag :)

my hair has very high rate of metabolism

confused of the title? hahahaha... Well, actually I have been suffering from excessive hair loss these past months. It's very very excessive until my mum is worry about it. I think many women share the same problem. I always think ''Am i abnormal or what?''


i goggle on this issue and these are some of the informative information that i get which i think it's better for me to write it in here.



Causes :

a) hormonal problems
b) medicines for gout, blood thinners, high blood pressure, diabetes,birth control
c) HAIR TREATMENT AND HAIRSTYLE

This is so important : If you wear pigtails or cornrows or use tight hair rollers, the pull on your hair can cause a type of hair loss called traction alopecia (say: al-oh-pee-sha). If the pulling is stopped before scarring of the scalp develops, your hair will grow back normally. However, scarring can cause permanent hair loss. Hot oil hair treatments or chemicals used in permanents (also called "perms") may cause inflammation (swelling) of the hair follicle, which can result in scarring and hair loss...... credit to www.familydoctor.org

d) stress
e) lack of balanced diet
f) irregular sleeping pattern



solution :

a) stop overuse of hair dyes, hair dryer, curling iron
b) adopt easy hair style
c) eat diet rich in protein
d) have enough sleep
e) quit smoking and alcohol


OK, the solution for b, c, and d and a need my extra attention especially A although now i wear hijab ...Fuhhhh

Monday, December 6, 2010

tirah 's sweet 20 part 1

i love my new template! The colour really caught the eyes!


yesterday Athirah's turned 20! Goodbye teenage life...Welcome adult life! We had a great lunch at Kl Tower. All of us were there except for Aleya and Rujin as they have some other matters. Wish you both were around as well :(


We ate buffet for lunch and the scenery i tell you was SUPERB! I was like OMG! This is sooo niceeee... I wish if my boyfie will propose me here later.. Hahahahaaha... stop dreaming fazlieza Merican! :P


but seriously, the food was nice, the scenery was superb, the friends were cheerful and excited, the birthday girl was happy to have us around!



the birthday girl


look at the scenery


i love vintage style!

all of us

look up people!


to be continued.....going out for lunch~





Sunday, December 5, 2010

i'm in the process of nk mencantikkan my blog....but time is envy of me ..............:(

Friday, December 3, 2010

who do not want interesting life please put up ur hand!

I wonder is there anyone who do not want to have an interesting life? Life must have turn that person upside down if there is someone like that!
i have not been updating the blog lately as time is envy of me. hahaha.....
so, i google on tips on how to make life interesting and these are some of the tips given :
1. Practice random acts of connection.
i just feelt that we should just smile to anyone that we meet although that person is a stranger. I just think that typical Malaysian are very hard to smile to people. This is sooo not good! if not, why do UM held a smile campaign right? :P
there'a story behind this actually. I'm a person who is given the term ''mesra alam'' by the family and friends. I love to smile to anyone who i bumped into no matter i know that person or not. My friend, Winnie also share the same attitude with me. There's a classmate of us who just said to a friend of ours, by saying that
'' Do you know why eza and winnie like to smile? it is bad for their health you know''
I LAUGHED! What a crap man.....
2. make at least one just for fun phone call
i call many people everyday! hahahahaha.....back to the topic, make a call to someone whom u feel comfortable to talk with . It is just for fun. U do not have to make the call only for a speficic reason. You can call and make jokes or crap or just make a call and say ''hi'' and ''bye''. It would make someone who is unhappy to be happy anyway!
3. strive for success. Not for perfection
it is human nature that nobody is perfect. Accept each other and ownself flaws and work hard to be a better person. Why must we serabut our kepala just for something that can be settled easily ?
4. take a daily mini vacation
you don't have to go far for a vacation! you can even have a vacation at your own house at your own time! listen to music. sit on the couch. sleep. dreaming. read on magazines. Do whatever that u want and like as long as you don't need to race with the time. The point is to relax!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

will be offline until thursday ...

sorry peeps

Thursday, November 25, 2010

poems i wrote



why do children cry when they want milk ?
why do school kids cry when they score in exams ?
why do teenagers cry when they are in love ?
why do adults cry when they become successful ?
why do old people cry when they are happy with their moments ?
because cry is part of life
no matter it's for joyness or sadness




pens stood tall in boxes,
books lay cosy in racks,
pens write in rhymes,
books curtained with flowers,
when there are no pens,
there are no books
when there are no books,
there are no writers
books and pens are inseparable,
just like two people,
who is in love,
and cannot live,
without the other




you're my shining armour,
you are one in a million,
you cosy me in parlour,
from the vista years,
till the eternal moments,
i love u always, mama....


these are some of the poems that i wrote by myself... Some friends requested me to share it in the blog... Please leave some comments so that i can have ur opinion as well :)

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

The lost

''when someone from your past dies, it can set you down memory lane, even evoking thought of ''might have been''
- by : Elaine C, The Star
We are struck by sad, regret emotions whenever we heard the news that someone that we know had passed away. We start to feel regret that maybe we don't cherish that person the best that we could when the person is still alive. We always think that we would maybe still have time to cherish the moment with that particular person. We cry and cry as we may not have the chance to say sorry for all the wrong doings that we have done. It hurts us more especially when it's just yesterday u were in fight or there's some misunderstanding with that person and by the next day, you received the news that that person has left the world..
others feel that life is just like a wheel while i feel that life is like a rainbow. When it's raining cats and dogs, that's when we are surrounded with problems. We try to protect ourself from the heavy rain, it's similar to how we protect ourselves and try to cope with the problems so that thunder won't happen.
and later, when the bright colours of rainbows occur, our life are shine. We are happy. We are surrounded with those who truly care about us and we continue the life again and be a better person


If we really love and care about a person, no matter who the person is to our life, cherish them while we could. Try not to get into a fight or misunderstanding with them. Always say sorry and explain what we feel about it. If we think we have try our best but that person yet still not understand us, let that person be alone. If he/she truly cherish us, they will find us back. Avoid doing things that can make us feel regret.
because someday, we may lose that person. By that time, at least we know that we have try our best to make that person happy. Or someday, maybe we are the one who's gonna leave the world first. And by that time also, we know that we try to make everyone happy and we have given them everything that we could.
Bapak once said to me, '' we have to sacrifice things that we love. But what stays with us is the memory. Never delete the memories ''
Whenever we feel hurt with what others done to us, always think that ''Oh, that person don't understand me actually. Each person are not like what we want them to be. Maybe they perceive it differently. Maybe they will understand it better when we are no longer with them ''.
People usually only aware the importance of the one that we love when we have lost them. But at that time we are already too late.
''The heart knows what the heart knows'' - Elaine C, The Star
''somebody asked,dont you feel stress if ur gf hs so many probs in life? ''
this is what i feel.i know who she is.and if she's going to her worst right now,i wanna go thru with her.she makes me happier than anything i ever know.and if i can take the part of that problem and making her happy again,that's all i wanna do.that's ...all i wanna do for the rest of my life. So,if u do really love her,u should feel the same.......... - Abg Kamal

Thursday, November 18, 2010

can exam be abolished?

final exam is starting next friday and i have a final test on next monday. I have 5 papers to go. Fuhh......life has been very hectic for me lately. I'm busy with a lot of stuff. I tried to divide my time to study and do other things and I'M STRUGGLING to make sure i follow the schedule that i make.

i have done revising for the first round. Alhamdulillah. I'm now in the process of proceeding with the second round of revision.


Potery 2 and Educational Psychology will be my most killer paper i guess. I'm trying hard to improve and score better. The first thing that i do each day right after woke up from my bed was to take the note beside me and revise it again. hahaha..... i wish exam would be abolished. Btw, i'm actually agree with the issue that students nowadays only study for the sake to score on exam rather than to apply it :)




Whatever that i have read in the first round i try to store it in my long term memory based on information processing model which is part of cognitive theory. OMG!educational psychology has influenced me a lot. My life is now totally like '' tido x lena, mandi x basah, mkn x kenyang''...


whenever i'm on the car, points on 'how to teach vocabulary'' will appear in my mind
whenever i watch tv, i will remember points on ''how to teach reading''
whenever i'm taking my shower, there goes ''5 activities work into and out of teaching poetry''
it's just that i can't sit down without doing anthing as that's the time where everything that i try to remember will appear in my mind
i can simply said that i'm now informally in love with my revision for exam! that's so ironic! but i have to score
pls pray 4 me ppl.. and good luck to whoever that gonna sit for their exam as well and happy holiday other peeps who are enjoying their holiday which make me very envy of you!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

charles & keith sale up to 50%

past few days, i saw an advertisement in the star paper which states that charles and keith gonna had their sale end up to 50%. i even heard rumours about this the day before when we had family dinner. told mama about it. she asked me to go first as she will join later.
went off to charles and keith outlet at mid valley with mr.boyfie. But before that, we headed up to hp tower in damansara to collect mr.boyfie's laptop which had been sent for service, went to um to get my car sticker but there are many procedures that i need to follow.
there were tons of people at the outlet. People were busy choosing shoes and bags. I was interested in one of the bags. Mr.boyfie was happy with what i have chosen. It's not that easy to make him love what i like especially my stuff :). But then he reminded me that i'll be going to singapore end of the year and the price there are usually much cheaper. I told him that if i wait until i go there, i have to take the risk as i'm unsure that the bag that i like will be there
the sale was very crazy. Shoes are for sale for about 30 % - 40 % less while u can also get a good purse with the average price of RM 60



after had much thinking, i decided to take that bag. i just felt that the price is worth with the bag although they're old stock. I can just buy purse or if i have extra money i can buy more bags in singapore :) . Bertambahlah my collection :)



I SHALL NOW PRONOUNCE THAT THE BAG BELONGS TO ME NOW :) . I can't snap any picture of it as all camer are with ena :(

the sale will end this november. Hurry to your nearest outlet people! I'm sure that u will not regret it!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

the trend nowadays is that people love to use this 'box' kind of bags. Most of these bags are imported from korea. That's what i heard. Well, i had surveyed these kind of bags in many shops in kl but the price are quite high for me and i just feel that the price range are not really suitable for teenagers and young adults who are still studying



when i went for outstation before this, i saw this bag. i bought one for myself as i'm really interested in having this bag. Then on the day that i should went back to kl, i told my parents that i had the intention to test the market in selling these bags. So, they give me some money as capital. So, i bought only 3 these kind of bags. If i get good response, insya Allah i will continue selling. So, people i really need ur support in helping me to sell these bags. And the price range of these bags is just not too burden for the teenagers and young adults i guess


selling it off for rm 50


selling it off for rm 55


selling it off for rm 55
anyone who is interested can contact me through my phone if u have my number or you can reach me via my email , fazlieza.merican@yahoo.com


Saturday, November 6, 2010

26 months of love

yuhuu!!! Today was our 26 months of being together :)


spent the day with mr.boyfie and spent the night with the family + mr.boyfie :) There's nothing that would make me happier than having these people on my side :)




the twins were really excited to get their hair clips from their beloved 'akel mie'. They kept on hugging and kissing mr.boyfie. Quoted from mr.boyfie's principle, ''Joy is the emotion that you can't contrieve'' :)



2 years and 2 months of being together is such a long distance to me. We won't know who's our 'jodoh', but we can feel it when we really truly love a person. Just like what watip said, ''love is about two person who can't live without each other companion''. Oh ya, today was watip and akmal's anniversary as well. Happpy 6th months anniversary love birds :)
I always believe that when u really love a person, meet them up with ur family so that later, things would be easier for you such as it's easier for you to go out, you don't have to lie to your parents etc


to my dear sweetheart,
u know that i don't know how to express my love to you through words. It's just that like i said to you before, action speaks louder than words. We understand each other well. We knew each other goods and bads. We try to be there for each other although sometimes we just can't. We have tried our best to go through this relationship together. We have discuss about out future. It's just that we have to be ready and wait for the moments to come. We just can't avoid anything from each other. I'm glad to have you in my life sayang. You're such a great friend, best friend and a lover to me. There's nothing else that i shall compare you with in this life. I just want you to know that no matter how harsh, how bad, how annoying i am, i love you so much and will always do. You're one of the thing that i really treasure in my life. Happy anniversary sweetheart :)


Thursday, November 4, 2010

ukur jalan kl

yesterday was 'jalan -jalan day' . Mama gave the term :) We're out of the house for the whole dayyyy


actually, i accompanied mama for her medical check up yesterday morning. I wake up early, 7.45 am...huhu... I brought along my magazine as I knew that I'll be there for like half a day. However, as we reached there, the nurse said that the doctor was in hospital serdang as there's an emergency case. And it was only 10 am..

We were like 'Oh my, we came all the way' . But yeah, unexpected things happened. So we have to accept it no matter what. Then mama said,

''Jom pergi dkt mie''

i smiled :). Yeay! I haven't met him for around 2 weeks. Have been missing him badly :(


usually i am a good being a walking GPRS. however, today my radar was quite bad. I showed mama the wrong way and there we go into MEX highway which only exit in bkt jalil. Haha.....so, we make a round from putrajaya-bkt jalil- shah alam... hehe


had early lunch at nasi ayam pak mal and mr. boyfie :) . Mr.boyfie showed some pictures sent by his father about the flooded in perlis. It was bad until mr.boyfie's flight was being postponed as the airport already banjir :( But at least i can spent more time with him.

from there, mama wanted to go sacc mall and pkns to look for baju hari raya haji. Mama bought some blouses for her. Looking for something else but at the end bought something else :)

then off to aunty zairin's house at section 7 to visit her newly born baby. The baby is soooo cutteeeeeeeee......Oh btw, aunty zairin has 19 cats. Luckily, she knew that I'm afraid of cats. So, she put all the cats outside .

next stop is daddy's house. The main intention was to actually perform zuhur prayer there and visit the twins. But then , we took the twins to go back to enda's house instead as we were going for nanny's birthday dinner on the night. But before that, we went to bawang merah. Mama, mummy and I. We ran from the twins. hehe..... When we came back, Sara asked, ''kak eza baru balik ke?''..hehe....


at night, off to nanny's birthday party. The actual plan was to have it at madam kwan's bangsar but then changed to double trees hotel due to some personal reasons. Everyone were rushing as it was last minute plan. We could only had our dinner at 10pm :(. The whole family were there. I don't think i need to mention about the noise :). There's like 40 of us. hehe.......


taken by alysha. nice pic :)

my fav time partner, k.oya

nanny and the kids

the kids



aunty zairin's baby. She's so cute right ?

so, yesterday's trip was

melawati-putrajaya-shah alam- sacc mall- aunty zairin's house- daddy's house- enda's house- double trees- melawati

overall, 8 stops :)

btw, Happy birthday nanny! love u always :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

hey you sweety

hey you miss sweety,

Do you still remember when i first knew you,

u love to sit in front of the class ?

u rarely join us when we're going to hang out or had dinner together ?

i always come to you every night although i have to walk from block to block ?

i always ask whether u've finish your homework ?

i always refer to you whenever i don't understand something ?

i always pack foods for your dinner ?

when u're sick, i'll be there and put the towel on your head ?

i always bubbling when u don't want to take ur medicine ?

when i say 'i love you' , u will just smile or say 'i know' ?

when u cried and hide your face on the pillow, i'll just keep quiet and be there until you wanna talk to me ?

u would break all your tears whenever you feel sad ?

u would keep quiet whenever you have problems ?

i always slept with you whenever i need someone ?

u would take a long deep breath before we would start 'heart to heart' talk ?

i wrote to you a poem entitled 'sweety' ?

you would remind me of what real relationships are ?

you would hug me each time after i told you my problems ?

you would ask good places to eat ?

and nevertheless,

do you remember that when u tried to hide your big problems, you'll never get through it cause ur mum will always called me and asked where are you when she couldn't reach you ??

:)


i love you and i love our friendship :) U know me truely sweety :)

Friday, October 29, 2010

2 days in hat yai

spend a night at hat yai. Left home for about 11 am and arrived at the border around 1 1/2 hour later. I went there with papa and mama. Tuntut my janji since the last trip, everyone went there while I stay alone in KL as I had classes :) Waited quite long for the taxi as there's not so many ppl. It's Thursday! If it's Friday, it'll be a terrified traffic jam !
after waited for about 20 minutes, here comes a van ! WOW! it's just the three of us in the van. Yuhuu!!!!! When passed by Danok and Sadao, I remembered the last May when we conveyed 4 cars from padang besar went to Danok just to had our lunch at Nurlaila Tomtam :)
our first stop right after we arrived was Tesco. Yes people. TESCO LOTUS HAT YAI. Whenever people asked me,
''Where do you wanna go in hat yai?''
i'll replied,
'' Tesco.''
''What? Tesco ?''
''Yup''
I have received this kind of comments a lot of times. I have been wondering about this. I think that many people are actually not aware that Tesco here and Tesco in hat yai are different in terms of the clothes section. There, the clothes are all clothes you can even find in the boutique. The price is reasonable, high quality material and there's a lot of choices. I even enjoyed to bought my pyjamas there...hehe....


the hotel where we stayed. It's attached to the lee garden mall


we had our meal here

mall that has been there since i was small till now



tesco lotus






actually, from the town, for you to go to tesco, u'll have to take the tut- tut which costs around 20 -30 baht per person. We spend half a day there :) I feel worth spending there although i spend quite a lot there :)
then, we walked around the town. From central to odeon, from odeon to the walkstreet. Mama and I actually wanna had nasi briyani with ayam goreng for our dinner but when we reached there, the girl said that it's already finished. It was really frustating :(
the next day we just walked around the lee garden plaza as we're already exhausted. Then i walked alone and just buy whatever that attract me including headband, ribbon clips and many more which the design are unique to me.
I really enjoyed my stay there :)

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

fashion trend

as everyone aware, I'm now wearing hijab. I'm happy and grateful with my new image. I feel much calmer :). Some people think that when you wear hijab, you can't dressed up. I am totally disagree with this (hmm, I talked like i'm debating) . I believe that everyone deserve to wear what they want to without hesitation just like this girl, Hana Tajima.


she is the creator ofMaysaa, a clothes brand especially for those who wear hijabs. I adore her so much . She's like my role model in fashion. Her style is more to something simple but look nice and elegant.



look at how beautiful she is :)

her style is mostly simple but nice
I really inspire her way of dressing and her determination to make girls who wear hijabs can also look gorgeous. Visit her website to know more about her, http://www.stylecovered.com/

Friday, October 22, 2010

kak effie's wedding

i attended kak effie's and abg lui's wedding last friday. It was great ! many people came. yummy foods ~ romantic couples~ . Well, their love story captures me as it was something simple but veryyy swweeetttt.



very beauuuutiiffuuullll decorateddd pelamin ~

happy face of the newly wed



I got to know that they opened a cafe few months ago, named 'Wau Penyu' which locates at solaris. They said wau stands for kelantan while penyu stands for terengganu. So, we knew that they prepare kelantan and terengganu's food.
their speciality : nasi kerabu
craving for this nasi tumpang

interior decor of wau penyu

Thursday, October 21, 2010

life has been very hectic this week. i feel like i've screwed up my mind like seriusly 24 hours is not enough for me. What have i been doing all this time....hurmmm

i have 2 assignments which i have submitted but i still left with one lesson plan 4 composition writing. What is composition writing actually ? I've been wondering about this for like few days ago but i still haven't found an answer that satisfies me.

i have spot test 4 teaching poetry on next monday. i must struggle man!

i have an interview as a tutor on monday night. Wish me luck. I really want this job

i MUST and i SHOULD start preparing for finals

there'a a loads for books which i want to read but i haven't read or i just read only a little

i havent' met my baby for like weeks

i have 2 attend 2 birthday party this weekend

i'm going 2 attend nisa's kak long wedding

i seriously can't wait until the study week. I really need some break before i can focus on my finals

:)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

dyra's birthday


last friday, 15th October, Dyra celebrated her 20th birthday.



Happy birthday sweety!



it's already 7 years that we have been friends. We shared a lot of memories together. We smiled and cried together :) We always remind each other when there's something wrong. Sorry could not be with you on this beautiful day and sorry for not being a good friend all this while. We managed to meet each other only for a few minutes on your summer break. May this day be the happiest day of your life and always bring you joy. Remember this, I love you no matter what sweetheart :)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

effects of SHISHA

''Many people feel that they look cool when they shisha''. I never agree with this statement. Is shisha cool if it kills u later? I shisha cool when u are being affected by others' sickness ?
The shisha is usually soaked in flavourings such as strawberry, apples and grapes. It is said that medical expert agrees that shisha is harmful as it is a tobacco product which contains niccotine. Nicotine is addictive and tobacco products are also dangerous as it contains chemicals which are toxic and carcinogenic.
When people shisha, they share the pipes. Yes, you can say that they change the pipe and everything but how sure are you that they really change the pipe? Do you know that when u shisha, you are being risked with the infection of tuberculosis or hepatitis ? So people, is it cool when are being infected just to look cool ??

shisha is said to be more dangerous than smoking as you will also be affected with lung cancer just like heavy smokers. There's no difference between heavy smokers and heavy shisha-ers. Even u shisha only a little bit, do you realise that it will still affect you? To be cool is to do things that can improve your health, not by suffering you from diseases.
I don't want my future husband to be a shisha-ers. Coz it will affect himself and our future childrens. Not even non heavy shisha-ers

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

REPARABLE OR REPAIRABLE ?

Dear people,
which do you think is the correct one? Is it reparable or repairable?
The answer is :
REPARABLE NOT REPAIRABLE
haha.. This has been one of the common mistakes made by most of the people nowadays. I admit it too as before,I was absolutely sure that the correct spelling is repairable. However, Mr. Yeo, my dear english proficiency lecturer spotted our mistakes. Only then I changed my mind :) Although the noun is being spelled as REPAIR but for + able, the correct noun should be REPARABLE.
We are just normal human being. We learn from our mistakes :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

friendship


as i grew older and more matured, i realise that i hv a lot of close friends around me bt sometimes i wonder whether do i really have a bestfriend? most of my close friends whether my school or uni's frens hv their own best friends. i'm happy to be around my friends and i hv some friends that i can really noted them as those whom i can really share my feelings with and comfortable to be myself.
but as the term 'best friend', i may regard those person as my best friend, but what is the meaning of best friend if it only come form one person ? what about the other person? the term should not exist if it is only from single way?
for the moment, yes, i'm comfortable to tell everything to my dear boyfie bt there are also things that i can share with him but i know he won't understand what i really feel coz he's not a girl. That is where girl friend should be there. but to really find that person and tell her everything is what i still couldn't find..
anyone want to be my best friend ? i mean from my on perspective and ur perspective???
p/s : i appreciate the bond that i hv with my friends although this is what m feeling now
copied from atul's blog :
'' true love never runs smooth''
true . i'm totally agree :P
i read an article from the health magazine which states that
'' women tend to cope with crisis by openly expressing how they feel while men are more likely to fous on being strong and helping others''
'' women need to talk about what's going on while men feel the need to fix the problem''
i'm agree as this conditions happened to me as well. so the bottom line is understand your partner and listen well.i learn from mistakes and i wnt to improve :)

selamat hari raya

selamat hari raya to everyone! maaf zahir dan batin! hv been very bz lately.I was smack by a hectic life this frew weeks due to assignments and personal life..
life hv been tough 4 this past weeks and that makes us stronger and tougher :) had my raya celebration in kl as it's papa turn this year bt on the 2nd day, we went bck to kdah. things happened during raya :
1. went around 10 houses during 1st day of raya. from afternoon till midnight and my weight is gaining over and over again :p
2. make a suprise bck to raya in kdah on the 2nd day. glad that tok was suprised
3. many shops closed.so 4 dnner, we went out to shops that is also available in kl such as old town although i'm craving for mee sanggul hailam :(
4. got a suprise raya visit from my love and his family. Luckily i was around sp area that time and thanks 4 d biskut makmur bt it can be improved next time
5. did i mention that i baked butter cake 4 raya?? it was nice :P( promoting myself???erkk)
anyway, i had a blast raya! with full of open houses on the weeks after :)
so ppl, have a great raya! maaf zahir and batin! i'm just a normal human being who is unperfect :)

Friday, October 1, 2010

lfe is getting hectic! 24/7 is not enough for me! will update my blog soon!!!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

love is hurt when it's in hard times. it makes our life miserable. it makes us cn't stop thinking. it makes us think what this life is all about. it makes us realise what do we want in this life. people tend to make mistakes. but they leartn from the mistakes as mistakes make them grow wiser and understand this life more.





too many hard and good times that have been gone through. we know our partners well. Their goods and their bads. We accept them as who they are. we look ahead our future with them. we meet them up with the family as we know that we truly love him and we pray that he will be the one for us.





a thing to remember : don't lie in love. when u lie, maybe there will be no more second chance. people have reasons when they make something that is unacceptable to their partner. If the partner is in their shoes, only then they will truly understand. learn from own experience and others. too many examples are in front of the eyes. u only have to analyze them and understand the situation. people will lose their trust when u lie once and it would be worst if they lose their love when u lie.
appreciate your loved ones when they're still there coz u might lose them one day and by that time, there's no use to regret. at least when u appreciate although u have lose your loved ones, u know that u have done your best for them :)