WARNING : this post akan jd sgt2 emo....jd sila close if x nk baca





kau tipu aku
kau mainkan aku
kau ingat aku bodoh
kau ingat aku patung
kau ingat aku tunggul


ko betul hurt aku
kau betul buat aku dissapointed
ko betul buat aku frust

ko tahu aku x ske
ko tahu aku paling pantang dgn penipu
ko tahu aku paling benci org yg tipu aku
tp aku x sangka
selama ni aku ditipu oleh ko
org yg sgt aku syg

alasan ko lgsg x ley trime akal
ko kata sbb ko mlas nk gado ?
ada ko pk perasaan aku ?
ada ko pk how frustated i am?
lpas ko kantoi pun ko still buat bodo
aku xpna sangka ada manusia yg terlalu kayu mcm kau dlm dunia ni

after ape yg da jadi
aku da nmpak sape ko yg sebenarnya
kesetiaan aku ko maenkan
kepercayaan aku ko take advantage
hebat kau
sgt hebat
smpaiko betul2 hancurkan hidup aku
Tahniah utk ko!

nasihat aku pd ko :

kemaafan diberi cuma sekali....tp ble asyik diberi and ko asyik take advantage semua tu dah hilang. semua perasaan tu da lari mcm layang2. belajarlah menghargai perasaan org yg ko syg. istilah nk tunjuk ''cool'' x pna wujud dlm hidup aku and aku mmg bnci istilah tu. if ko rse ape yg ko buat tu cool, let me tell you something

''THAT IS THE MOST STUPIDEST AND DUMBIEST THING I EVER KNEW AND THAT MAKES ME LEARNED WHAT LIFE IS !''

Right now tgh busy nak hbskan thesis and preparation for finals

After that............

InsyaAllah

Working hard towards something

Sila tunggu

Mari sama-sama guess what it is :)

ombak 'wedding'

sekarang ni boleh la nak dikatakan tgh zaman ombak 'wedding'. semua yang berlaku di sekeliling mostly revolves around wedding. Siapa yang x suka wedding? Semua org especially girls mmg suka wedding. Including saya yang asyik duk berangan nak kahwin :P


my all time favorite aunty, kak oya will be getting married january ni. Now, bila dah time pun dah x lama, semua org dah start excited and happy with the preparation sbb dah lama x ada wedding belah papa's side. I was so happy when kak oya texted me on fb and mintak jadi pengapit die for akad nikah, I was so honored :). Abg adam is a very nice man and i'm sure dia boleh jaga kak oya and their future kids :)



Around this two three weeks, I've been meng'busy'kan myself gak la with the wedding. Who's wedding that i can menyibuk if not hers? hahahhahahahahaha! For the moment, dah setel 1/5 of the bunga telur for reception dkt concorde. And have 400 more to go! Insya Allah boleh setel. Eventhough ktorg buat dua org aje, it's tired + satisfied. Tok nab need more rest now because of her health condition. While doing the bunga telur, we laugh, we share stories. And in a month time, my kak oya will be someone's wife .



last wednesday, ikut kak oya and tok nab g semua house to buy things for hantaran. Frankly, all the shops would drive me crazy sbb x tw nk pilih ape and yang mana suitable dgn budget. Tapi, when I see all the things, dah mula la sesi berangan sorg2 nk theme color ape, nk design mcm mana etc. Kak oya's theme color for akad nikah will be lilac. Purple is my favorite color. Byk jugak la brg yg ktorg beli..


so, kak oya getting married + lilac color for akad nikah = double excitement!


tomorrow will be a held a meeting among the family members to distribute tugas for everyone during the wedding :)





And,another suprise came in mase tgh excited kak oya nak kawen. A friend of mine is getting married too. In fact, she's the first who's getting married in our batch. On 22nd January, the same day dgn kak oya reception. Jadi, saya and my mister tgh dlm dilemma. Sbb ktorg nk g both weedding.We plan to take flight pergi and balik sama hari. Tp, bila da survey flight, mahal2 flight nye...Ada x sesape yg sudi nk sponsor tiket utk ktorg g and blk to penang???? heheheheh



Tapi sy mmg respect la dgn aliaa and kepeng ni. Dorg couple since form 2. Which can be said that at time, usually bdk2 sekolah ni still ''cinta monyet''. Tapi siapa sangka cinta monyet ni la yg bring them together till now and dah nak kahwin this january. Kepeng is my mister's friend. And die pun is the first one to get married dlm batch diaorg. Right now, semua rakan-rakan sekalian tgh excited yg dorg ni nk kawen. First time jumpa kepeng mase dorg dtg during open house dkt rumah sp. A friendly boy tp suka bully aliaa . Maybe sbb ketinggian die kot....heheheheh. Tp , i'm sure that one's of the reason make them together



Oh, lagi satu. My kakak is getting engaged+ married soon. Next week, dia akn bertunang and kawen by early february. She's going to further her pHD dkt oversea soon. This happiness actually ada it's own meaning. It is personal to mention about it here. Tapi, saya mmg sgt2 happy my kakak dah nak kawen after go through byk challenges with their relationship. At last,they are being blessed :)


Everyone is getting married. Congratulation :).


saya pun nk kawen tp x tw ble........... tnggu sy and my mister hbs study dulu k :)

women

for attractive lips, speak words of kindness
for lovely eyes, seek out the good in people
for a slim figure, share your food with the hungry
for a beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it everyday
for poise, walk with the knowledge you'll nvr walk alone
if you ever need a helping hand, you''ll find one at the end of your arm.
as you grow older, you will discover that u have two hands,
one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.


love this quote. Taken frm marie claire magazine

:)

Manusia diberi peluang utk hidup cuma sekali
so, we must make full use of it
Many people when we say ''make full use of it''
they think of other things

When you've grown up
You have ur own choice to decide
What you want to do

Tak ada sapa nak marah or kisah ape pun you buat
You are free like a bird

No one cares what time you will be back home
no one cares with who you went out
no one cares you want to go clubbing
no one cares you want to skip classes
no one cares if u only want to enjoy and enjoy

But after some times,
Muhasabah balik diri kita
Always try to get closer to Allah
Try to take advice from other people
And think about what u really want to do in ur life
When you get closer to Him and have faith in whatever have been decided for you
Life will be more meaningful eventhough u can't and u don't enjoy your life to the fullest

:)

hi peeps!

a photo trailer of khaleef's bday :)

will upload more soon!

have a nice day :)

Workload are coming in and always in .....
In my list to do, the page is already full
I'm always eager to settle everything
But when the time comes

.......................................

I felt so lazy
I felt so stressed
I make everything unsettled
I need to get over this thing


BUT

problems keep coming in
But I need strength

Life is always challenging. But it's always depends on how we go through it .............

selamat hari raya people

maaf zahir batin :)

i'm jz an imperfect girl who always makes mistakes

and hope to be forgiven

This post will be very very emotional. So, if u don't feel like reading it, pls STOP READING











This post is being written in the emotion of emotionally unstable but intellectually stable. Which means that I am aware if what I wrote. Every words that I utter.

I'm not the kind of person who keep things and feelings to myself. I'm not an angel who will just let go things. NOPE.That is not me.

I can still accept what happened to me since last two weeks that really hurt the feelings but I put fullstop on it when the person a was like not knew what to do about it.

This all started two weeks ago and it' like 'karma' or 'jatuh ditimpa tangga'. I don't really tell everything to person A because i knew person A will still pertahankan the group.

tell me how i should keep quiet or just sit down when

1. Person Z said something that makes me really kecik hati. Come on la, i know u're terikat now but pls respect other people's feelings as well. Why don't sometimes u make the sacrification ? Why don't let u let ur other half to be with the family or at least CARRY OUT SOME RESPONSIBILITY TOWARDS THE FAMILY. I can understand that u want ur soulmate to be with you all the the time but can u pls at least respect others although that person is younger than u ? And now u make me lose respect towards u. Because maybe u don't realise that u affect other people's lives as well ? And because u think u are much older, you don't have to mengalah, u are VERY WRONG

2. Person Y was like put hope on me to settle a task. When I'm trying to settle the task, person Y talks happily about person A and the stranger. At that time, i'm already kcik hati. Then , this stranger puts more sugar and spice to make the food looks yummy. That makes my temperature goes higher. That was all old time story. Now person A is someone's property, so can u pls stop talking all that sweet memory lane coz at least try and understand how i feel ? And yes, that answers all my silence of that time. Just keep the story all to urself and the stranger. I repsect u but pls at least respect me too.

3. Person M take advantage of situation that he has. Person M left the work unsettled and doesn't even feel guilty about it. What person M know is just to be attached. Because person M knew that someone will correct the mistakes and that continues. To explain about person M is simply by using a connection like this :

how u want to afford the family if u don't have money -- how u want to make money when u don't settle ur work -- how are u going to settle ur work when u don't do it properly -- how u're going to do it properly when u are being irresponsible

Look, the connection are related. Can't you see it ? You even affectt others personal life. Tak pasal2 two people have to gaduh because of u while u re happily attached without knowing anything about it.


4. Person W always menjelma whenever person A wants to spent time with the love. Always. If once twice, people can still accept it but if it's always, then there's something about it. And person W don't even feel guilty at all. Come on. Live in the reality world. Ur lil person A has grown up and has own personal life. So, can u just let person A live the life without you become a disturbance in the personal life? U want people to respect you but think again, do u respect person A and the love? My aanswer would be nope. You just do whatever u want to without thinking about others.


AND, Person A...This is what I can advice u. You need to be brave enough and tell everyone that u have ur own life to live. U have ur own time to spent with ur love and not only with the group. Yes, before u belong to that group but now, u've grown up. U'll have ur own family. A family that u urself need to lead. Which means that ur life does not belong to the group 100% anymore now. Ur answer will always be they don't do it on purpose. Like i said,live on the reality world. After so many times it happen, u still feel they don't do it on purpose? This won't settled until u tell them what is wrong. I can sacrifice but after a limit, that's it. I'm not trying to be kurang ajar but i guess and i'm sure that all this while i have given them all respect that i could, but what i get in return? respect? nope. At least try and understand how i feel. U don't need to be told what to be said or done. I'm tired of telling u everytime what need to be said and to be done coz that really show how not serious you are.

You have the choice if you want to put a fullstop what happen or to just take it but the love will be leaving. Decision is in ur hands. I guess person A realise how all this has affect the life and the love life.

Allah is the Greatest

There was one night which I went for tarawikh,

tazkirah yg ada ustaz tu sampaikan can be said betul2 menusuk kalbu

'' Di bulan yg mulia ini, jika kita tiada masa dgn Tuhan

walaupun untuk menunaikan perkara yg wajib,

walaupun untuk beberapa minit,

lambat laun Tuhan pun x akan ada masa utk kita''

Nauzubillah

It really make me regret of what I have done all this while. i've always do anything without reallt thinking of HIM.So, this should be a good lesson for me.

Ya Allah,

Sesungguhnya aku hamba yang lemah di sisiMu

Kau dekatkanlah aku kepadamu dalam apa jua keadaan

Amin

p/s : everyone can change for the better. It's just whether u want it or you don't

tomorrow is the last day for 'Beautiful Bundle Dress Contest' which will end at 12am. I guess everyone knew that i entered the contest.

So, this is the picture that i pertaruhkan. Taken at Kl Tower during Tirah's birthday. I really a big fan of vintage and polka dot style.



So people, if you think i have the chance to win, do vote for me

1. Go to http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.219057144782466.58599.135300596491455&type=1

2. Click LIKE on the page button.

3. Click LIKE on my picture in http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.219057144782466.58599.135300596491455&type=1#!/photo.php?fbid=229429680411879&set=a.219057144782466.58599.135300596491455&type=1

Thank you very much :)

11th August 2011

One of the happiest day

Alhamdulillah, after about 3 years being together

He being frank and uttered words that really touched the heart

i believe that all girls will be happy if the lover do this 'something' to them

Alhamdulillah, it's official between the two of us

I have told my parents about our niat

and now waiting for his turn

InsyaAllah we'll try

to make things work before 2016

moments with the twins

they always make my day :)

what a long hiatus

i'm such a LAZY BUM

boo me!

baru nk berangan to write new posts

tetibe

the connection is so slow

and the time for me to upload pictures are like hours

let's get the spirit again when the connection is already at the best

:)

proudnesss

let's give a ROUND OF APPLAUSE for this people

for have been listed in HALL OF FAME of this blog

:P

but seriously, i''m really proud of these two girlss

now, this dearest cousin of mine who used to bathe nakedly with me, shared cutting birthday cakes with me when we were small have now complete her degree in English literature. But the point here is that she has succesfully published her article in Melbourne news. It is a very great accomplishment i could say. A great achievement of a Malaysian Girl. Have faith that she really gonna be a good writer later. Keep up the good work sweety!

and this girl have become a close friend of mine since we're in um although we're together in uitm before. She's really a pretty georgeous girl. I tell you, she would always want to look perfect in everything she does :) . And she really is. We called her miss Soya bt now looks like we've to make some changes into the name.

Well, actually she is the winner of Kotex fresh face 2011. I knew that she won a lot of cash. When the semester begin, let's ask her a treat :). Oh ya,from Miss soya, she is now declare as Miss Kotex.

Well, everyone has accomplished something in their life. Still waiting for my turn

:)

i wish to be here :P

preparing to accompany enda for dinner at concorde

this was during our 1st month of anniversary.

Venue : MMZ restaurant

two sweet cupcakes for us

:)

and this was after 33 months together.

Alhamdulillah, the love is still going strong

HATE PILIH KASIH

why must the term 'pilih kasih' wujud ?

the effect is a whole lot

like seriously

people become terasa much

even they don't utter it

but the feeling is deep hurt

by those who go through it

but i won't worry

as long as ALLAH is with me

:P

i haven't been blogging for past weeks. I don't know how i manage my time lately. I become so badd in dividing my time lately. Boo me!

last two months, I was off to hospital serdang for my sleeping study after 2 times of postponed it. Only God knows how i felt at that time.


i need to be there at 8pm. So, mr boyfriend sent me there. i need to regidter first at the emergency department and off to ward 6a. Seriously, when i was at the ward, i knew that i won't be sleeping. I'm just not used to that kind of condition.


i was lucky when they told me that i would be placed in 6d but i need to wait for the nurse in charge to come first. So sensitive of me. I cried when mr boyfriend left me alone there :(


ward 6d was awesome. Seriously. And it become more awesome when there's only me and the nurse as the other patient could not attend. We had some chit chat and i asked for the permission to get myself some dinner as i was veryyy hungryy. Actually i already had my dinner at 6pm but at 8.30 my stomach is on the roller coaster :P


i have to be sleeping at 10pm. So, by 9.30pm, the nurse started to put up all the wires on my body. There's a lot of wire. Like seriously, the whole body from head to toe was just full of wire. It took quite some time to put up the wires.





this is how i looked like

to be honest, i could not really sleep. Because the ward is above the emergency dept. So, i could hear sound of ambulance and etc. The nurse wake me up at 6.45 am. She finished her shift at 7am. Thus, i need to be in ward 6a if i want to stay on which i knew i won't. Mr. boyfriend picked me up at 7 am and sent me to doozed off at watip's room b4 heading home. :))



btw, just thinking of sharing what i go through actually as it's actually rare among peoplee :

Doctors call this study a polysomnogram. It charts your brain waves, heart beat, and breathing as you sleep. It also records your eye and leg movements as well as muscle tension. Sensors are placed on your head, face, chest and legs. They send tiny electrical signals to a computer.
The signals show when you are asleep and awake during the night. The brain-wave and eye-movement detectors show when you are in REM sleep. This stands for rapid eye movement sleep. This is a stage of sleep where your eyes twitch and your brain waves are very active. It is also the stage of sleep when you have most of your dreams.
The breathing monitors show the number of times you stop breathing. They can also detect low air flow and minor changes in oxygen level.
The leg sensors show both minor twitches and major movements that occur during the night.
A clip will also be placed on your finger to note changes in the level of oxygen in your blood. The clip monitors the color of your blood. As blood loses oxygen, it turns from red to blue.


Who gets it?
A polysomnogram is often used in the following cases:
To look for sleep-related breathing disorders, such as sleep apnea
To set the correct levels of continuous positive airway pressure (CPAP) in patients with sleep related breathing disorders
To go along with a daytime nap study to see if someone has narcolepsy
To look for behaviors during sleep that can be violent or could be harmful to the patient or others
Your doctor will want to order a polysomnogram if he or she thinks you have any of these problems. You might also have a sleep study if you are already being treated for a sleep disorder but you are not getting better. The sleep study can help your doctor see why the treatment is not working.


What happens when I have it?
The doctors at the sleep center will go out of their way to make you feel relaxed. You will be asked to come to the center in the evening. Some time will be given for you to make yourself at home in the bedroom. No other patients will be in the room with you.
You will not feel any pain during the polysomnogram. The sensors are gently placed on your skin and connected to a computer. The wires are long enough to let you move around and turn over in bed. You will be asked to move your eyes, clench your teeth and move your legs. This will make sure that the sensors are working.
You are free to read or watch TV until your normal bedtime. Then the lights are turned out and it is time for you to try to fall asleep. A low-light video camera allows a technologist to see you from a nearby room. He or she will have to enter your room if a sensor comes loose. He or she will also have to detach the wires if you need to go to the bathroom during the night.
The polysomnogram is not a test that you can fail. Nearly everyone falls asleep during the study. Most people do not sleep as well as they do at home. This will not affect the results. In most cases, you do not need to sleep for a full eight hours to find the source of your problem.
In the morning you will test the sensors again, and then they will be removed. This will complete the study, and you will be free to go. You may be tired if you did not sleep well during the night. Otherwise, you can return to normal activities on the day after a sleep study.

credits to www.sleepeducation.com

yuhuuuuu!

exam is DONE!

shopping to hatyai is also DONE!

but now busy preparing ena's stuff as she'll register at puncak perdana this saturday

and can't wait for next trip to kelantan for jalan 2 cari makan which is nEXT WEEK!

and i have 4 months of holidayssssss

but i need to settle a lot of things

currently busy with reunion for the batch

still looking for the best place for everyone

it's not an easy thing to handle

now i hv more time to update the bloggggggg

my two best company

thank God streamyx is now ok

after more than a week

happy :)

but mama is much more happier

eza : abg, streamyx ni dah msuk icu ke ?

abg tm : neh bukan masuk icu, neh da koma dah

:P

well, am having finals currently

jz done with two papers

but i still have 3 more to go

next week

i hope m doing fine with the first paper, critical thinking.

tried my best

it seemed easy BUT VERY TRICKY

second paper is my most killer paper

actually i challenge myself of taking this paper

i do not have much knowledge about religions

although it's extremely hard for me, but i'm grateful that i learned new things

i was quite confused to choose the ques

should i choose about kependetaan which i really forget at all the points

or should i choose about alam based on naturalis n tranedalis which the points are still flying up high in the sky

i tried the best that i could

so let's just pray that it's worth of my study

need to concentrate on another 3 papers

i was browsing around the picturess in the hard disk and i saw these pictures :

these have really make me smile :)

i can't wait for july to come :P

everything has revealed. I never expect that someone who is so dear to me is actually a very KAYU HEARTLESS person...totally heartless! act as if nothing happened and just don't care about what happen. I really already reaced the limit.my sacrification and my love all this while stops here!fullstop! it's jusst not worth of what i have done...

it's true. Find someone who loves you, not u love that person. If he thinks i will be back to him he's jz wrong. My love is worth for the person who really loves me.

i have no time for a person who don't even have time for me

Ya Tuhanku,

Sesungguhnya aku adalah hamba yang sangat lemah di sisimu. Aku bersyukur atas segala cabaran yang Kau berikan kepadaku. Kau tunjukkanlah kepadaku jalan yang benar. Jika ini sudah ditakdirkan kepadaku, aku redha . Jika benar dia adalah untukku, Kau dekatkanlah hatinya kepadaku. Tapi jika tidak, aku terima segala kententuanMu.

Amin

well, sem 4 is officially end~~~

yeay! But i still hv 2 assignments that need to hand it and finals going to start in two weeks time. And i haven't prepared anything

well, many things happened this sem. But that makes me more matured and appreacie more on life :)

i'm so glad that the friendship between the um mates are still going strong. Same goes to the friendship with my phoenix sisters.We are on the way of planning a reunion on this july or august!OMG, I CAN'T WAIT!

just suddenly thinking of the memories wit the um mates this sem.All the pictures are during tirah's birthday and our last makan2 at tutti fruti. Actually i want to upload more pics on my 21st bday and rujin's bday but as the wifi is soooo slowwww i think i'll jsut make new post about that later

still counting and still waiting for the memories to come.........

so busyyy.....this is the last week of classs...promise gonna update it during revision week which mean next weekk

somehow, it's true that when u sacrifice u hurt more.... deep inside... prepared to accept the fate that if this don't work out, i'll just let go of what have been built all this while......coz i can see and feel the difference..........which means that i really feel what i feel.....not just based on saying....

whenever I have problems, when i perform my prayer and read the Quran, i feel calm. It gives me strength to continue life. Mama once said that '' it doesnt' matter if there's no one with u, there's no one who want u or like u as long as u have God by your side''. i just had a problem. I've tried my best to settle it but somehow i knew the other person was not happy. And i can't understand why. I have gave whatever that the person wanted it was hard for me to make the decision. But i remember mama always said , ''in relationships, friendship or rumah tangga, kena banyak bersabar and berkorban. If that person x nk mengalah and x nk make the sacrification, then u have to sacrifice. Alhough it's not ur fault or you are hurt when u sacrifice, but if love the bond, then you have to sacrifice. Kita terpaksa la telan ape yg kita rasa, even sesakit mana pun hati kita. If x ada yg nak mengalah, sampai bila pun x setel. Memang pedih but itulah pengorbanan. You korbankan ape yg u rasa asalkan org yg u sayang gembira. If that person really love you, that person akan appreciate. Because somehow, when kita dah x ada, dah terlambat utk org 2 nk appreciate kita tp kita tahu yg we have done the best fot the one we love. '' i follow her advice. i sacrifice my feeling although it's very hard for me. But i can see that the person does not appreciate it at all. That person just act like nothing happened and biarkan kita mcm tu je although we have sacrifice for them if that is life, then i have to continue the journey. Somehow i know that i have give my best

earth hour 2011

i know this like already a week but somehow this makes me appreciate nature more :))

i don't know why this blogspot has been so lembap~~~

indeed, everything was lembap including fb


it took hours to upload pics

sigh

this post will be sgt emo.....if you think you don't want to read, then don't scroll down



erm....life......yes, i know life is about family, career, love and friendship but why must people mix up everything? guys always deny if we tell them that their friends are more important although it's true. They always deny and always get angry whenever we said that. But believe me, Tuhan itu Maha Mengetahui.


Girls, tell me what do you feel when ur bf forget about ur anniversary on the night he went out with his friends? Can you accept the excuse that he forget about the time. He thought it's still not midnight. Can you accpet that? Can you accept when ur bf don't remember what he used to write in the card he gave you even u gave him a clue ? Can you accept when he don't remember all the memories that u guys have together ? And more importantly, tell me is that all shows LOVE or it's just an irony of love ?


Guys, you always complaint about girls. But do you know that their sacrifice their kecik ati, sakit ati just because of love ? You make face when girls go babbling. A times, they really sacrifice their feeling for their loved ones but somehow, always remember that when it's come to about this, it really means something to gorls. Something that is really meaningful. They expect the guys to understand and show some appreciation to the girls but when things like this happen, do you think girls will still sacrifice their feeling? They won't. Because they had enough sacrification and this time they really terasa with their bf. If before this, they like to merajuk manja with you, it's easy for guys to pujuk the girls, but when the girls really majuk, trust me, it's not that easy to pujuk. Sometimes they will just do whatever they want to without thinking about the bf because they will somehow think ''why must i care about him when he don't care about me''.


If you think by just making a call and say sori is enough, u are totally wrong . Girls who are really hurt will never accept all that. They answer the call but their heart is hurt.


The worst thing of all is that when a girl starts to trust her bf, start to give space to the bf and suddenly this thing happen, the guy has ruined everything. And trust me guys, girls will surely never give her trust anymore coz the trust is not worth for the guy

well, again..life has been very hectic to me. Time is just envy of me. I have a lot of things to be done. When i start settling one by one and start to feel relieved, the 'to do list' becomes longer and longer. And there goes where many events even occured. In my planner, this week is pack. Pack with class on the day and events on the night. Can somehow we stop the time for a while ? RIDUCULOUS! Oh btw, tomorrow will begin the voting for Ayun Ayunar My style contest. Do vote for me if you think i'm suitable :)

i have a lot of things to be done :(

Ayun Ayunar My Style Contest

This is the first time i enter a competition. I always follow Ayun Ayunar blog as I love her style of hijab. Somehow, there's one day when I read about this contest and I was thinking ''Why not I just give it a try ? It's not really about winning the competition but the feeling to try new things.''

So here I am trying my luck :)

to know the terms and condition, please click here :

http://ayunayunar.blogspot.com/2011/02/contest-ayun-ayunar-my-style-contest.html

So, this is the picture that I pertaruhkan :)

My concept of style is 'simple but nice'. To me, less is more. I prefer to go out with jeans, simple blouse or t- shirt and try out new styles of hijab. Whenever I wear complicated dressing, I prefer to match it with simple style and design of hijab and vice versa. To me, we do not have to wear branded things to look good. Just wear any oufit that we have but try to mix and match so that it will look great. I love to try new style and see whether it fits me or not. The most important thing is that kita menutup aurat :)

People always said that natural beauty is better but for me, being beauty is by being natural and being our ownselves. I prefer to go with good accesrories, handbags and shoes to look more stunning. Although the handbag is only RM 20, but we can still look good if we know how to mix and match it or be confident with ownself when using the bag.

I prefer a simple make up. Because the true beauty comes from the heart. I believe that if we are happy, it will shown on our face.

Last but not least, to me, each people have their own definition of 'My Style' but somehow this is what 'My Style 'means to me :).

so people, like I said it's not about winning, but it's about giving a try to a new thing . If you think I'm qualified for this competition, do vote for me on Ayun Ayunar's blog which will start on 1 st- 4th March 2011

my vote number is 36 btw :)

as well as on the 5th, was also anlom's wedding. Ok, for those who are confuse, anlom is my mister's eldest brother. But the wedding was held in Kl while at that particular moment, i was in Kedah. I really don't wanna miss both wedding but i can only do that if i can cut myself into two which in reality i just can't :). But, i've promised my cousin earlier. So, i stick to my promise.


But, luckily the other members of the family could attend the wedding. Enda went with hafiq, tok din and family, daddy and family which include my kenet2 :). My mister was really that he had no time for me at all. :( But exact 12 midnight, he called to wish our anniversary :) and we had some chit chat about both wedding.



as i was not there, so i don't really know what happened but according to the story that i heard, anlom and kak nora are both lawfully become husband and wife after one lafaz which my mister said that anlom practises it all the time while on the way to the masjid


oh ya, the hantaran was really beaauutifullll.... Kakak made the hantaran on the men's side. I fall in love since the first time i saw it. Simple but very nice :) Although she said it's really last minute work, but it's really worth as the ouput is just amazing . Good work kakak! The girl's side hantaran was also nice. They have sangkar :P.. kak nora's hantaran was purple in colour while anlom's hantaran is in pink

This may sounds weird but i haven't get the chance to meet k.nora face to face yet :). But insya Allah, soon. Lookng foroward to the wedding on anlom's side on the 12th March. Already booked the ticket :)

btw, all pictures are taken from kak nora's fb :)

to anlom and kak nora,

selamat pengantin baru. semoga berbahagia dan berkekalan. Semoga dimurahkan rezeki and dpt anak banyak2 :). I will always pray for the best for both of u :)

sincerely,

eza

dengan ini, saya ingin memaklumkan bahawasanya saya, Fazlieza Merican

Ehem 2, ambik berkat nak kawen nanti. :)))

telah menghadiri suatu majlis perkahwinan sepanjang cuti CNY haritu :P. I went back to Kedah for the whole holiday just for the wedding.And as well as for the hatyai trip :))))) . It is a holiday but i don't think I'm on holiday coz I'm busy for the whole week

Friday - went back to Kedah

saturday - the solemnization

sunday- tuesday - at Hatyai

wednesday - sprint cleaning day

thursday- wedding on the girl's side

friday - daddy's gang motor have lunch at the house

saturday - wedding on our side

sunday - back to kl

SEE, how busy I am.Hehe...... My mister cannot come on those wedding as he's brother also got married on the 5th :((. On the wedding on the girl's side, the theme colour is kinda red. Not all of us were there as some of us are still not back to Kedah, and etc

The solemnization was held on 29th January at Masjid Pajak Song. The masjid is very nice. I felt calm when I entered the masjid :) . Beofre the akad nikah, when everyone is already on their position, I could feel the 'nervousness' . I could really see it on abg jan and kak nisya's face as well the other members of the family. Alhamdulillah, by only 1 lafaz, they are officially husband and wife. But, what really touching to me ( broken english) is when after abg jan performed the sembahyang syukur, he cried. The tears continuously turun from his eyes.

so, to both of them, Selamat pengantin baru and semoga berbahagia selalu :). The bond of marriage is suatu ikatan yag suci. The ups and downs of marriage life are all depends on how the couple handle the situation.

save the people in Mesir

i was really shocked to hear about what happened in Mesir. Heard the news mostly from the paper and from Dinie's fb. Then, i thought of Auni. I haven't heard of anything. As things started to get worse, I become more worried of her. I could only pray that she's fine.



As time passed by, as we're in Hatyai, papa texted her but there's no reply. That makes us especially me become more worried. But I was not strong enough to contact her family as i know they for sure is still in worry and sadness




after few days, papa told me that he managed to call Auni and she's fine. Alhamdulillah. I smiled :) . You can' imagine how calm I am to hear that news. She just told us that she could not reply any message . She can only received calls and they're not allowed to go out during night. But she said luckily she managed to withdraw her money before this attack happen.


But she said that she may not come back as things are still under control in Mansoura. Yesterday, when i saw her online, I knew that yeah, she's really fine!






My dear, I hope you will take good care and be safe. Prayers will always be with you sweety :)