life is ours, we do it our way

everyday for us is something new

with a spirit that lies between us

forever trusting who we are

we are chasing something we are dream of

it's not always out of reach

it's never far away from us

with knowledge we conquer

phoenix will come and phoenix will go

the seasons change and it wil show

i will age and so will you

but the spirit stays forever

from the dawn till the end of each day

it's everlasting the spirit we have

the blazing phoenix, we conquer it all

we are gonna last forever

as you walk across this life

think of me every now and then

because in our separate life

it's the memory that hold us on

wherever your life takes you to

don't miss me but just remember me

so the memory won't fade

coz that's all we have

p/s : sy sgt rindu phoenix...everyone da ada own lives..everyone da jnji nk buat gathering 5 years since 2007 which means 2012...2 years frm now...i wonder what happen to everyone at that time..msti ada yg da grad, da keje or da kawen..hee..but i don't really expect 100 % phoenix to be there cz it's impossible to happen...bt i expect around 80% will b there....out of 144 ( if x silap)

sy bosan

ekcely bkn bosan tp pnat

n bosan sket2

smalam sy tdo d gmbak

teman bapak n enda

g klcc jalan2

usha2 org

then mkn nasik lmk 4 dnner coz ls sgt

sy x bole if 1 ari x mkn nasi

today

g srmbn

borak2 dgn adikku yg heartless

:(

off 2 sbg

b'manja dgn fara n sara

gelak ketawa layan kerenah mereka

now d rumah

skype b'sama si dia

esk kna bgn awl

nk g jpj

renew driving license

:P

outing with the girls

went 4 lunch n movie with dinie, nawi and qila..oh as well as yazmir, dinie's bf.Dinie is in M'sia till Saturday. Actually planned to meet her up on Monday but got it cncelled last minute due to arwah aunty erin's funeral.Meet them up and had lunch at little penang.well as usual, when girls meet up, there goes all story...from a-z....pity yazmir...he just listens whatever we say...hee..and there's nawi n qila, so lagilah sedap those stories being discussed..hee..but unfortunately Dyra was not there with us. If x, mmg cukup kuota.haha....she'll only be back by mid june i guess :p..

Watched 'letters to juliet'...the story is not that really interesting to me but it's so sweet...there'se even a line which make me smile....:)...''there is never too late 4 a true love''....true man!...cn u imagine an old lady who was already 50 years old came back to find her true love since she was 15...they married happily even before this they live their own live....

it's so sweet...i want to be in that way too....:(

luckily i found my true love..:)

al-fatihah

two days ago, i received a bad news from mama..

she woke me up at 9.30 am and told me that aunty erin had passed away..

Inalillah.....

i was shocked then...

but she had been suffering from leukimia and stayed in hospital since a year ago...

i may not be so close with her

but the news really shocked me...

we went to her house to give our last respect..

i tried not to cry but i failed..

my tears went down when i saw her husband cried and when her only son, aliff said that

''mummy da bosan duk umah aliff.mummy nk blk ke hospital la 2''...

it was so sad to hear him said that...he is still too young to understand what had happened...

many ppl came to give their last respect

mama said it's good when many ppl came when we passed away...

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat...Amin....

in loving memory of aunty erin....Al-Fatihah

hidup di dunia cuma sementara.Even kt muda, kita x taw yg mungkin ajal kita akan sampai dulu from org tua kita..bersyukur dgn apa yang kt dah ada sekarang...sbb semua tu x kan dibawa ke mati.....

life is not like what we think it is...it is not like what we expect it to be because it will never be the same like what we want it to.u want life to be easy but it will never be that way....

life is jz meaningless 4 me~..

FAKER

sometimes i wonder why there must be faker in this world? x ada perasaan malu ke hah dalam diri faker tue?i have 2 friends who experience this thing. pity them...seriously...why must the faker curik pics org then upload to be theirs? be grateful with what you have...people accept you as who you are...not 4 u 2 b someone else..Bila dah terkantoi, ramai org akan tahu nanti and ppl will talk about you..talk negative thngs and all this because of the faker ownself.. to me faker is totally annoying.. faker is like org yang tak terima kuasa Tuhan..org yg cuba nk lawan kuasa Tuhan..So, to all fakers, haha....stop doing this stupid things...be yourself coz people loves you jz like who u r...it's ok if u want to change to b a better person bt not to be other ppl...

biskut MAKMUR!

everytime raya, i'll be craving 4 dis kuih raya...each raya...mama mmg x reti nk buat this biskut..when raya in Kl, definitely i'll never find this biskut..if blk kdh, g braye rumah org...the first thing that i'll look for is biskut makmur tp mmg susah sgt nk cr this biskut now during raya..haish...I'M CRAVING 4 IT LA~~~......is there anyone who is willing to give or bake this biscuit 4 me???plezz........:((((((((((

"60 THINGS A GIRL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!! "

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

5. Kiss her slowly.Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her everywhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you knowWE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her

27. DON'T cheat on her!

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possibleMAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

46. Rub her back--feels good

47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute

48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D

49. Let her sit on your lap

50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.

51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.

52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL

53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.

54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.

55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.

56. Kiss her in the rain.

57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.

58. Slow dance with no music

59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay

.60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

back in KL

hmm, jz bck 2 kl semalam..

had a great time 3 days in perlis

syok makan2

penat jalan2

happy to be with the loved ones

prut makin boroi makan byk2

tonsel is slowly recovering

well, on the first day, arrived a.setar around 9.30am..

i cn't sleep in the plane due to skt tekak yg skt sgt2

then pak cik sabri fetched us at airport

arrived in perlis around 11

sampai2 hotel, i saw his face smiling

:)

went 2 doc menon 2 check my tnsel

know what, got ulser in my tonsel

there goes how i 'enjoyed' my foods so much

hehe

off 4 lunch at pokok sawa

t'ingin nk mkn keladi bt i just cn't

off 2 duty free shop

bck 2 hotel then off 4 dnner with bdk bcuk n k.oya

went to a downtown in kuala perlis n bought a sandal

:)

it's nice

the next day woke up early

tolong enda prepare herself

send them

then bck 2 zzzzzzzzz

off 4 lnch at pdg besat

had a very2 nice meal

nasi ayam siam style

n sontam

even bungkus nasi ayam 4 my tea

heeeee

qada' blk those times when i cn't eat due to my tonsel

off 4 dnner at kuala perlis

hbs ikan siakap sekor 2 org mkn

heeee

gle lah

then tapau nasik grg 4 k.oya

teman her mkn at hotel

bapak clled n said got phse 2 after d dnner

which means that they will only b bck around 3 am like that

apa lg

kami pun bergonjeng

wanted to go bowling tp da ttp

so went 2 karaoke

went bck 2 hotel around 2 am

hee

they gt bck 30 mins afta dat

well at least i got bck earlier than they do

:)

the final day

went to pdg besa

5 keta konvoi

got in d same car with bdk bcuk n k.oya

so we hv our own tyme to gossip

haha

well, as usual

bila dah ramai

sume x ingat dunia

only had lunch at 4pm in sadao

cn u imagine when frm pdg bsr 2 sadao jz 4 lunch?

tmbah lg 3o mins da bley smpai hatyai

heee

rushing blk hotel

ready to go bck as flight is at 9.55 pm

arrived kl 11pm

twins fetched us...happy to see them

had a blast holiday

btw, photos will be uploaded soon~

p/s : rindu kamu suda...addicted to nasi ayam siam suda:))

here i am in perlis...will be back 2 kl tomorrow...pinjam lappy k.oya aite now...if i know there's wireless here, for sure i'll bring my dear lappy..haish....gonna update esk

LOVE

love is something that is hard to define.The nature of a man and a woman is different. What men wants in love is different from woman. The way they show their love is also different. Sometimes men don't understand what the woman wants and so do the woman. Men feels that when they become silent and don't express their love, it's better while woman wants their lover to always express their love. Actually, both men and woman should understand each other naluri. But don't ever take advantage if your love.

p/s : i love u helmy fitreey..:)

Happy Mother's Day

Today is mother day! Happy mother's day mama...as well as for enda,mummy and mak cik minah, and all moms in the world..:)

Dear Mama,

Since I was born, u're always there for me.U take care of me with full of love and care.

U get a license so that u can send me to tadika everyday. U always made me sandwiches

or nasi lemak dkt dpn rumah enda so that I can eat it at school.When we moved to Penang,

u teman me jalan to school.When papa's not around, u take care of me and adik patiently.

When i enter TKC, u gave me advise and supports. U wrote letters for me so that I cn be

strong. Now, after I finished school, u're like my friend.U advise me on life. U never

complaint in being such a great mother.I love u always mama!

Hello Blog!

well, after some time, I decided to create a blog...huhu..call me lame ppl..:P..

i just feel that sometimes I need to share my thoughts with those who know me...

but it's not for every0ne who exist in this world..:) I'm thinking to open this box only for invited readers..:)....hurmm...let's see till when saya sanggup 2 update this blog!