i have a friend who is so dear to me. we are reallt close during school.she's part of me.we knew each other very well. we don't really keep in touch with each other but in our heart, we know the precious meaning of our friendship. we laugh and cry with each other. she's always there when i need her and i'll always try to be with her when she's indeed.


after spm, we continue doing a level in taylor's and i continue doing asasi in shah alam. sometimes, we meet up during weekends to update ourselves or even sometimes i will follow another best friend of mine to meet her up at subang and just 2 have lunch together. on fridays, she even went to shah alam n pick me uo 4 lunch or even jz to chat in the car.Now, she continues her study in uk. i was glad and sad at the same time. i send her at the airport and after she left, my tears drop.

now, she's back for holiday. i only to get the chance to meet her once. i'm busy with classes. but when we meet up, she's kinda different now. i don't know whether it's because she went to overseas that makes her different or is it about myself? is it about my new image? i'm jz still what i am.i miss our moments together. that day, u only spent ur time with me bcause the one that u came with were not there.m i jz an 'alternative' friend of yours? later, when the friend came back, u ignore me as if before, we're only friends..not close ones....

my dear friend,

if you read this, i jz want u to know that it's not that i dont' wanna cntact u or what but m busy with classses and whe u behave like this, it makes me to think twice whether to approach u or not. i miss the old moments. i miss when we hang out 4 drinks, we laugh,gossips..i still remember the moment when u said when u wanna said something but u're afraid that another friend of us and i will be mad at u. i thought we know each other very well. i thought we know what's in our heart but what happened lately make me think back about our friendship. u're always so dear to me. i miss u...i want the old times back....

why afta i edit my post it's still the same?
i need some space btween paragraph

new semester

well, i think it's already 3 weeks since the semester started but only now i have the time 2 talk about it bcause i don't have time and m such a lazy ass.

new semester, new subjects, new lecturers, new spirits :)

last semester result was not so good and was not so bad.it's average :) but m not satisfied with it. But i think i should be grateful cause it's worth my hardwork i guess :P. Hmm, the subjects that i take this semester some of them are okay but some got into my nerves. I think i should start to struggle.

educational psychology

the lecturer is very on time.i really mean 'on time'. whoever that comes late shall be rewarded by doing presentation. What an irony sentence..haha..there will always be homework 4 this subject including the minor ones and he will just pick anyone to present their answers. so, i should always be prepared. but this subject attracts me. i just love to analyze ppl's thought.Kert even said that i cn be a psychologist.haha. i wish i will. but this subject is good 4 my career later anyway. Each day of this class,i woke up at 5.30 coz m afraid i could miss the bus .

poetry 2

i love poems but it's just that sometimes my interpretation is totally vice versa with what we discuss in class.but there's no right or wrong in poetry anyway. oh yeah, i think this paper is always killer paper 4 me. my results always affected by my score in poetry.huhu...it would be nice if shakespeare is still alive so that i could be close to him and analyze his thought. there goes psychology again!

english proficiency

i love this class as well as the lecturer.heee...he's so cute. this is where i speaks out my opinion and even sometimes debate with the class.haha...it improves my speaking skills anyway. oh yeah, this is the first time i ever had that a lecturer takes note of the grammatical or even pronounciation mistakes. i love that style of teaching

writing

first impression : a veryy strict lecturer. But, i like her style of teaching. by doing that way, students will not lose their focus. i just feel that students like me shouldn't be spoilt anymore. i nver feel sleepy in her class.haha...

reading

it's doctor patty again who teaches us. honestly, some of the classmates don't give her any respect while she's teaching. u can talk but don't disturb others. i just can't accept those who want to be respected but they themselves don't even respect other. u just don't deserve respect if u behave in such way.i'm not saying this because i like dr.patty but jz think what if u're in her shoes? m sure u will be hurt and angry with ur students behaviour. at least, show some respect to your teachers. that is what i really learn in my alma mater.respect teachers and others are the prioprity of our values in my alma mater

new image

hey ppl! m with new image now. i think it's already the time 4 me 2 change :) i hope my new image cn be accepted by all :)

phoenix comeback

phoenix comeback was held on 9th-11th july...i had so much fun.it was great to meet the alma mater friends again. everyone has their own lives now but the friendship is still strong. still being the 'loudest' of all...

the tentatives of the program were :

friday- BADA

saturday- slot after spm, preparation 4 spm, cs sharing slot ( my slot)

there were around 40 of us who came btw....each of us slept at the sickbay! YES PPL! SICKBAY! MY ALLERGY! I CAN'T SLEEP N I DON'T SLEEP....DAMN! i feel like i wanna be like the old days where i could ran back to my room after lights off coz i just can't stay in sickbay..

well btw, i hope our cs kcik and even phoenix sisters enjoy the program and we really hope the adek2 could benefit from the programs

oh ya, did i mention that all of us cramped in the sickbay? the condition is much worst than rumah setnggan.....it's totally like sardin! 1 bed shared 2 ppl...i bntal 2 ppl.....huhu.....bt i really had a great tme excluding the sickbay thingy :p..

BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!! will update soonnnnnnnnnnnnnn

22nd anniversary

wow! 22nd months together with my mr.munchkin..

a lot of ups and downs that we have gone through

we always quarrel

but we always get back together

not more than 2 hours we sulk each other

that is us

what should i say : coz there's no words that can dscribe my love to my helmy fitreey

klantan trip

sorry 4 not updating this blog 4 a long time...i was so damn busy....it had been hectic week 4 me...rgghh!

well, last tuesday off 2 klantan with papa, mama n auni..btw that tuesday was also me and bby's 22nd mnths anniversary :)...we went there till friday

the reason we went there : 2 MAKAN!!!

so that is what we did.....

we planned where to have breakfast, lunch, tea, dnner..we even had 2 dinners in a night...I GAIN WEIGHT!!!!! hate it.............

we even went 2 uitm machang 2 pick iffah up to spend a night with us at the condo. Oh yeah, about the condo..it was so damn strict 4 people 2 enter d condo...i noe it's 4 safety but the procedure was too fussy! k.iera told that it has become strict bcoz there's a day where there was a bunch of bus passengers whom all of them slept in a condo....OH DAMN! i wonder how 44 people stay in a cndo, where there's only 4 rooms and 3 bathrooms....hmmmmmmmmmmm........