after spm, we continue doing a level in taylor's and i continue doing asasi in shah alam. sometimes, we meet up during weekends to update ourselves or even sometimes i will follow another best friend of mine to meet her up at subang and just 2 have lunch together. on fridays, she even went to shah alam n pick me uo 4 lunch or even jz to chat in the car.Now, she continues her study in uk. i was glad and sad at the same time. i send her at the airport and after she left, my tears drop.
now, she's back for holiday. i only to get the chance to meet her once. i'm busy with classes. but when we meet up, she's kinda different now. i don't know whether it's because she went to overseas that makes her different or is it about myself? is it about my new image? i'm jz still what i am.i miss our moments together. that day, u only spent ur time with me bcause the one that u came with were not there.m i jz an 'alternative' friend of yours? later, when the friend came back, u ignore me as if before, we're only friends..not close ones....
my dear friend,
if you read this, i jz want u to know that it's not that i dont' wanna cntact u or what but m busy with classses and whe u behave like this, it makes me to think twice whether to approach u or not. i miss the old moments. i miss when we hang out 4 drinks, we laugh,gossips..i still remember the moment when u said when u wanna said something but u're afraid that another friend of us and i will be mad at u. i thought we know each other very well. i thought we know what's in our heart but what happened lately make me think back about our friendship. u're always so dear to me. i miss u...i want the old times back....
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