love is hurt when it's in hard times. it makes our life miserable. it makes us cn't stop thinking. it makes us think what this life is all about. it makes us realise what do we want in this life. people tend to make mistakes. but they leartn from the mistakes as mistakes make them grow wiser and understand this life more.





too many hard and good times that have been gone through. we know our partners well. Their goods and their bads. We accept them as who they are. we look ahead our future with them. we meet them up with the family as we know that we truly love him and we pray that he will be the one for us.

a thing to remember : don't lie in love. when u lie, maybe there will be no more second chance. people have reasons when they make something that is unacceptable to their partner. If the partner is in their shoes, only then they will truly understand. learn from own experience and others. too many examples are in front of the eyes. u only have to analyze them and understand the situation. people will lose their trust when u lie once and it would be worst if they lose their love when u lie.

appreciate your loved ones when they're still there coz u might lose them one day and by that time, there's no use to regret. at least when u appreciate although u have lose your loved ones, u know that u have done your best for them :)

last 6th sept was our 2nd anniversary.two years together.what a long time. i don't expect we would be that long.

he's going bck 2 perlis on the 5th. so we had a small celebration among the two of us 4 our anniversary. I was upset coz couldn't be together on the day but i'm grateful of what we had in these years.

wen headed 2 OU 4 bkk puasa. While waiting 4 him as he said he's going to the toilet, i received a sms

him : syg, i g tgk jeans kjap k

me : jgn lmbat sgt. Dah nk time bkk puasa

i waited for him. He still didn't appeared. I already thought there' something wrong here. I know him well. then, i saw him came with a cake. I knew this. I just smiled.

but, after we break our fast, the waiter came and put a white rose on the table and a cake that has been lighted up with two candles.i stunned.i feel like i'm in cloud nine :) we blew the candles together. when he smiled, i knew that smile. the smile that capture my heart for this two years :)

sorry, i cn't upload any photos as the camera is in coma :P

p/s : syg, thx so much. i love u and will always do

life is always not like what we expect it to be. It's really hard to have everything that u want. Sometimes life makes u hurt but then u have to wake up and continue the journey of life. Whatever that has been planned sometimes would never happen. A lot of obstacles that u need to go through. I'm emotionally unstable right now. I am very frustated with this chapter of my life. Why does this exist? Can i pretend that it never happen?

can you please try to speak out this time? don't you realise how i work hard for this moment but then this moment has turned me upside down. Don't you feel like what i feel now or it is just meaningless to you? is this thing is one of the biggest mistake that i has made in life?

i wish this was just a dream it would never be. let the faith decide cause i don't have any more hope in this matter.

I always felt like crying, it wasn't fair

that all the lovely canfuls smelt of rot.

each year i hoped they'd keep, knew they would not

last saturday was aleya's birthday bash! luckily she change the day tu tuesday or if not i won't be able to come. Athirah picked me up then we went to jj 2 byt the donashi n her pressie. as we arrived at danau kota, we're the last one to arrive. The nearest one always be the last right. there was so many ppl. we even took 2 tables as at first aleya said it's only 20 ppl bt then it turned out to be 25 ppl as ppl bring their other half :P..my other half was in klcc at that time

it's even a hard time to queue up to take the food! oh yeah! it is steamboat but i only ate a little as there's so many ppl and hate crowded places. but the service was not that good actually. No pinggan, no cutleries and all.

aleya was so happy as all her close friends were there. Well, happy 2oth birthday sweety :)

let the pictures speak :)

anyway, this is what athirah and i managed to get for her



p/s : now i know why i don't look nice with anak tudung...jz like what my other half told me