i was browsing around the picturess in the hard disk and i saw these pictures :

these have really make me smile :)

i can't wait for july to come :P

everything has revealed. I never expect that someone who is so dear to me is actually a very KAYU HEARTLESS person...totally heartless! act as if nothing happened and just don't care about what happen. I really already reaced the limit.my sacrification and my love all this while stops here!fullstop! it's jusst not worth of what i have done...

it's true. Find someone who loves you, not u love that person. If he thinks i will be back to him he's jz wrong. My love is worth for the person who really loves me.

i have no time for a person who don't even have time for me

Ya Tuhanku,

Sesungguhnya aku adalah hamba yang sangat lemah di sisimu. Aku bersyukur atas segala cabaran yang Kau berikan kepadaku. Kau tunjukkanlah kepadaku jalan yang benar. Jika ini sudah ditakdirkan kepadaku, aku redha . Jika benar dia adalah untukku, Kau dekatkanlah hatinya kepadaku. Tapi jika tidak, aku terima segala kententuanMu.

Amin

well, sem 4 is officially end~~~

yeay! But i still hv 2 assignments that need to hand it and finals going to start in two weeks time. And i haven't prepared anything

well, many things happened this sem. But that makes me more matured and appreacie more on life :)

i'm so glad that the friendship between the um mates are still going strong. Same goes to the friendship with my phoenix sisters.We are on the way of planning a reunion on this july or august!OMG, I CAN'T WAIT!

just suddenly thinking of the memories wit the um mates this sem.All the pictures are during tirah's birthday and our last makan2 at tutti fruti. Actually i want to upload more pics on my 21st bday and rujin's bday but as the wifi is soooo slowwww i think i'll jsut make new post about that later

still counting and still waiting for the memories to come.........

so busyyy.....this is the last week of classs...promise gonna update it during revision week which mean next weekk

somehow, it's true that when u sacrifice u hurt more.... deep inside... prepared to accept the fate that if this don't work out, i'll just let go of what have been built all this while......coz i can see and feel the difference..........which means that i really feel what i feel.....not just based on saying....

whenever I have problems, when i perform my prayer and read the Quran, i feel calm. It gives me strength to continue life. Mama once said that '' it doesnt' matter if there's no one with u, there's no one who want u or like u as long as u have God by your side''. i just had a problem. I've tried my best to settle it but somehow i knew the other person was not happy. And i can't understand why. I have gave whatever that the person wanted it was hard for me to make the decision. But i remember mama always said , ''in relationships, friendship or rumah tangga, kena banyak bersabar and berkorban. If that person x nk mengalah and x nk make the sacrification, then u have to sacrifice. Alhough it's not ur fault or you are hurt when u sacrifice, but if love the bond, then you have to sacrifice. Kita terpaksa la telan ape yg kita rasa, even sesakit mana pun hati kita. If x ada yg nak mengalah, sampai bila pun x setel. Memang pedih but itulah pengorbanan. You korbankan ape yg u rasa asalkan org yg u sayang gembira. If that person really love you, that person akan appreciate. Because somehow, when kita dah x ada, dah terlambat utk org 2 nk appreciate kita tp kita tahu yg we have done the best fot the one we love. '' i follow her advice. i sacrifice my feeling although it's very hard for me. But i can see that the person does not appreciate it at all. That person just act like nothing happened and biarkan kita mcm tu je although we have sacrifice for them if that is life, then i have to continue the journey. Somehow i know that i have give my best