quote of ''trustworthy is the best policy'' is not true to me. Before, i've given my trust to people but they mistrust me. There were second chance for forgiveness but there won't be anymore trust given even a lil bit. To me, when u love somebody and give them trust, even when they truly lie to you or whatsoever, u won't realise it because u trust them although in reality u hve been cheated. And i don't like my loved ones to be close or whatsoever with friends of opposite sex. Call me queen control or whatever that u like. That is my flaw. i admit it. I do not do it purposely but i have my own reasons. I have experiences (it's with s, so it means more than 1) when i trust a person as well as their friends of the opposite sex, i mean really given my trust and even i consider the opposite sex of the friend as a friend whom i concern about, but later both mistrust me. Since then, i hate my loved ones to be close with their friends of opposite sex. Anyway, we do not know the real intention of the loved ones and the friend aite?? they may say ''there's nothing between me and her'' but in reality we really do not know their real intention.

i do believe in this quote. Letting go someone that u love. It doesnt' mean that u just have to let go the one u loved when u know he/she is the one. Whenever problems come, if u think u don't find the solution, try to let go the person. Give them some time off only if u think u really cn't settle it now . Not because of your ego.Maybe during the time off, lovers can think back about what had happened and think of the solutions. But don't ever take advantage of the time off mengurat other boys/girls. When the person truly loves u, he'll come bck 2 u n b with u till the end of time :). Honestly, i show my flaws in my relationship coz to me it's better that way so that ur partner know ur goods and ur bads rather u show it after u've married.

like i said, i dont' believe in trustworthy. But i believe in sincerity and honestly. Be sincere about everything that u feel even it's gonna b hurt 4 u or ur partner. Straightforward express whatever u feel coz at least u n ur partner know what actually happened rather than u hiding t or ckp berlapis coz ur partner may not get what u're trying say. Talking straight forwardly is hurt but it can settle problems coz both lovers know what happened and need to be done.

i dont' care what people said about me but this is my principes :)

happy married

few weeks ago, i got to know that my lil pet sys in primary school was getting married. i was shocked. what an early age i thought! tp jodoh kn...maybe the time has come :)... we are not close after i left mlawati but i guess it's not a sin that i wanna wish her:P

so, to my dear sys,

selamat pengantin baru..u're young and happily married..u've more responsibility

now..be a good wife and go through everything in this life as best as u can..

semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu with your beloved hubby....

p/s : nak kawen jugak :P

17th b'day

happy 17th birthday Ena!

the one n only sys that i have

u're a big girl now, so act as one
don't be heartless anymore

start trying 2 understand others k :)

singapore trip

last saturday till monday, off 2 singapore with enda bapak n ena. had a really great time although it was tiresome! i mean really tiresome we walked the whole day to shop and when we came back,on;y then we feel skt kaki.i pampered myself for like half an hour in the bathroom each tyme i get back to the hotel :)

well, singaporean peoples are very systematic and discipline.. i wish malaysia would be like that :) well spend the whole three days walking and shopping in orchard road and sommerset..we even walk from sommerset to orchard which4 me is quite miles away . i wnder how the people there would walk with their 6inch high heels without any pain??????? the benches that was put at orchard are most occupied by foreigners not locals..well, i guess that's why they are fit :P


frm the hotel we took mrt which was like lrt in msia 2 dobi ghaut then we changed 2 red line 2 orchard. btw, their dobi ghaut is like our kl sentral :) we walked from takashimaya to paragon, ion, tangs, lucky plaza, sommerset which sometimes confused me

i shop cotton on a lot in singapore bcause when it's on sale, the price is cheaper than the sale in m'sia :) well m so in love cotton on now btw :)

lately, there's a lot been in my mind...i have a lot of 'list to do' which haven't been done

i'm such a lazyy asss

i've been spendng much time with my alma mater friends rather than my uni girlsss this holiday..is it ok or it's not??but i seriously feel guilty towards them...:(...sorry girlss.. i just feel that holiday is the time that i can catch up with my school friends bcause everyone is on holiday and i get to meet up with those who came back from overseas...because other days i've been busy with classe, assignments, uni friends, as well as being a good daughter and lover :)

well, 9th -11th july insya allah i'll b bck 2 college for phoenix comeback... i cn't wait !!! .... gonna spend three days with them and having girlsss talk...12th gonnna b the first day of class which i cn't wait to meet my other girlffrriieennddsss :)

i love all my friends...whether they're my school friends or uni frens :)

happy 21st anniversary

6.6.10.......

it has been 21 months we've been together :)..i nvr thought that we could be this long...but now i have faith in you and our rltnshp and i know n i hope that we cn hold this relationship longer..thanks for always b there 4 me and gives me courage.thx 4 accepting my flaws....we stil have a long journey to go through but i have faith that we'll try to keep this rltnshp the best that we could..you've already know my good and my bad..there's no one perfect in this world bt we should accept each other seadanya and try to improve ourselves and our partner :)

yesterday which was the day of our anniversary, he told me that he's not sure whether he cn come bt i was really hoping that he could ( who doesn't rite???)..at 1.30 pm, when i texted him, he said he was buying food 4 lnch..so i was like ''ok, i don't think he's cmg''..so there goes my hope

at 2 pm...my phone rang

me : hello

him : hello

me : u kat ane?

him : u nk i btol2 dtg ke?

me : of course la

him : bkk gate

i was HAPPY!!!!! OVER HAPPY!! he was outside...i smiled all the way..his suprise this time really mnjadi...CNGRATULATION syg! u make me tambah nasik 2 x...:)))

p/ s : love u always!

hv fun in klntan..i miss u :(

genting with the girls

last thursday, off 2 gnting with atul, jixs, aw and cheten...depart from t'minal putra around 9.15..had a veerrryyyy great time! dah lama kowt x jumpe dorg..especially atul..everyone have their own lives now :)...play play play.but i don't play solero..suddenly bcome gayat eventho i'm not :) ..then had lnch at merrybrown..ate nasi kunyit rendang ayam which costs me rm 6.90 which i think is affordable with the place.at first i was like what d heck is nasi kunyit? then jixs told me it's nasi kaler kuning..so i was like OK!! hehe..share some stories with them...biasa la, when girls meet each other, mulelah segala cerekarama..:)))..we bought tiket 2 cme down at 6.15 pm actually but everyone was already tired. so nsb baek ktorg dpt tumpang bus yg 5.45 pm..had a very nice day...thx ppl!! :)

p/ s: friendship with the ones that u stay, eat, sleep, cry, 24/7 meet each other for 5 yrs is different from other friends..u grown up together till u know each other attitude...but friendship with other friends also have own speciality :)

skt prt!!!!!!! bengong la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a story about fara and sara

emily fara is the kakak.She is taller and heavier than the adik. Bila dukung dia ,mmg sakit lengan. And very hygienic. There was a day when it was raining heavily. Fara x nk pakai her shoes bcause she said ..

kakak : asut kakak asah
me : ye la.Hujan kan
kakak : Asah.eeee.kakak nanak
me : meh jaja lap

after i lap her kasut

kakak : nanak...asah
me : da lap da.x bsh da
kakak : nanak. Nak jaja ukung!

:) very hygienic this girl. Even masa kena paksa pakai that shoes, dia jalan berjengket.


elysa sara is the adik. The manja and the kepochee..hehehe... Yesterday brought her to midvalley jalan2... she sits with me in the car. While looking for parking, suddenly i heard a''flowery'' smell...and i'm very sure that it comes from her

me : adik kentut ekh?

she keeps silence....

me : adek kentut ke ?

sara geleng her kepala...

me : owh...x nk ngaku ekh...

i laughed...i smiled bcause m very sure that the noise cmes from her.. pandai bdk kcik neh x nk ngaku

then after a while...

sara : jaja, adek entut....

there goes the story

:)