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poems i wrote

why do children cry when they want milk ?

why do school kids cry when they score in exams ?

why do teenagers cry when they are in love ?

why do adults cry when they become successful ?

why do old people cry when they are happy with their moments ?

because cry is part of life

no matter it's for joyness or sadness

pens stood tall in boxes,

books lay cosy in racks,

pens write in rhymes,

books curtained with flowers,

when there are no pens,

there are no books

when there are no books,

there are no writers

books and pens are inseparable,

just like two people,

who is in love,

and cannot live,

without the other

you're my shining armour,

you are one in a million,

you cosy me in parlour,

from the vista years,

till the eternal moments,

i love u always, mama....

these are some of the poems that i wrote by myself... Some friends requested me to share it in the blog... Please leave some comments so that i can have ur opinion as well :)

The lost

''when someone from your past dies, it can set you down memory lane, even evoking thought of ''might have been''

- by : Elaine C, The Star

We are struck by sad, regret emotions whenever we heard the news that someone that we know had passed away. We start to feel regret that maybe we don't cherish that person the best that we could when the person is still alive. We always think that we would maybe still have time to cherish the moment with that particular person. We cry and cry as we may not have the chance to say sorry for all the wrong doings that we have done. It hurts us more especially when it's just yesterday u were in fight or there's some misunderstanding with that person and by the next day, you received the news that that person has left the world..

others feel that life is just like a wheel while i feel that life is like a rainbow. When it's raining cats and dogs, that's when we are surrounded with problems. We try to protect ourself from the heavy rain, it's similar to how we protect ourselves and try to cope with the problems so that thunder won't happen.

and later, when the bright colours of rainbows occur, our life are shine. We are happy. We are surrounded with those who truly care about us and we continue the life again and be a better person

If we really love and care about a person, no matter who the person is to our life, cherish them while we could. Try not to get into a fight or misunderstanding with them. Always say sorry and explain what we feel about it. If we think we have try our best but that person yet still not understand us, let that person be alone. If he/she truly cherish us, they will find us back. Avoid doing things that can make us feel regret.

because someday, we may lose that person. By that time, at least we know that we have try our best to make that person happy. Or someday, maybe we are the one who's gonna leave the world first. And by that time also, we know that we try to make everyone happy and we have given them everything that we could.

Bapak once said to me, '' we have to sacrifice things that we love. But what stays with us is the memory. Never delete the memories ''

Whenever we feel hurt with what others done to us, always think that ''Oh, that person don't understand me actually. Each person are not like what we want them to be. Maybe they perceive it differently. Maybe they will understand it better when we are no longer with them ''.

People usually only aware the importance of the one that we love when we have lost them. But at that time we are already too late.

''The heart knows what the heart knows'' - Elaine C, The Star

''somebody asked,dont you feel stress if ur gf hs so many probs in life? ''

this is what i feel.i know who she is.and if she's going to her worst right now,i wanna go thru with her.she makes me happier than anything i ever know.and if i can take the part of that problem and making her happy again,that's all i wanna do.that's ...all i wanna do for the rest of my life. So,if u do really love her,u should feel the same.......... - Abg Kamal

can exam be abolished?

final exam is starting next friday and i have a final test on next monday. I have 5 papers to go. Fuhh......life has been very hectic for me lately. I'm busy with a lot of stuff. I tried to divide my time to study and do other things and I'M STRUGGLING to make sure i follow the schedule that i make.

i have done revising for the first round. Alhamdulillah. I'm now in the process of proceeding with the second round of revision.


Potery 2 and Educational Psychology will be my most killer paper i guess. I'm trying hard to improve and score better. The first thing that i do each day right after woke up from my bed was to take the note beside me and revise it again. hahaha..... i wish exam would be abolished. Btw, i'm actually agree with the issue that students nowadays only study for the sake to score on exam rather than to apply it :)




Whatever that i have read in the first round i try to store it in my long term memory based on information processing model which is part of cognitive theory. OMG!educational psychology has influenced me a lot. My life is now totally like '' tido x lena, mandi x basah, mkn x kenyang''...

whenever i'm on the car, points on 'how to teach vocabulary'' will appear in my mind

whenever i watch tv, i will remember points on ''how to teach reading''

whenever i'm taking my shower, there goes ''5 activities work into and out of teaching poetry''

it's just that i can't sit down without doing anthing as that's the time where everything that i try to remember will appear in my mind

i can simply said that i'm now informally in love with my revision for exam! that's so ironic! but i have to score

pls pray 4 me ppl.. and good luck to whoever that gonna sit for their exam as well and happy holiday other peeps who are enjoying their holiday which make me very envy of you!

charles & keith sale up to 50%

past few days, i saw an advertisement in the star paper which states that charles and keith gonna had their sale end up to 50%. i even heard rumours about this the day before when we had family dinner. told mama about it. she asked me to go first as she will join later.

went off to charles and keith outlet at mid valley with mr.boyfie. But before that, we headed up to hp tower in damansara to collect mr.boyfie's laptop which had been sent for service, went to um to get my car sticker but there are many procedures that i need to follow.

there were tons of people at the outlet. People were busy choosing shoes and bags. I was interested in one of the bags. Mr.boyfie was happy with what i have chosen. It's not that easy to make him love what i like especially my stuff :). But then he reminded me that i'll be going to singapore end of the year and the price there are usually much cheaper. I told him that if i wait until i go there, i have to take the risk as i'm unsure that the bag that i like will be there

the sale was very crazy. Shoes are for sale for about 30 % - 40 % less while u can also get a good purse with the average price of RM 60

after had much thinking, i decided to take that bag. i just felt that the price is worth with the bag although they're old stock. I can just buy purse or if i have extra money i can buy more bags in singapore :) . Bertambahlah my collection :)

I SHALL NOW PRONOUNCE THAT THE BAG BELONGS TO ME NOW :) . I can't snap any picture of it as all camer are with ena :(

the sale will end this november. Hurry to your nearest outlet people! I'm sure that u will not regret it!

the trend nowadays is that people love to use this 'box' kind of bags. Most of these bags are imported from korea. That's what i heard. Well, i had surveyed these kind of bags in many shops in kl but the price are quite high for me and i just feel that the price range are not really suitable for teenagers and young adults who are still studying



when i went for outstation before this, i saw this bag. i bought one for myself as i'm really interested in having this bag. Then on the day that i should went back to kl, i told my parents that i had the intention to test the market in selling these bags. So, they give me some money as capital. So, i bought only 3 these kind of bags. If i get good response, insya Allah i will continue selling. So, people i really need ur support in helping me to sell these bags. And the price range of these bags is just not too burden for the teenagers and young adults i guess


selling it off for rm 50

selling it off for rm 55

selling it off for rm 55

anyone who is interested can contact me through my phone if u have my number or you can reach me via my email , fazlieza.merican@yahoo.com

26 months of love

yuhuu!!! Today was our 26 months of being together :)


spent the day with mr.boyfie and spent the night with the family + mr.boyfie :) There's nothing that would make me happier than having these people on my side :)




the twins were really excited to get their hair clips from their beloved 'akel mie'. They kept on hugging and kissing mr.boyfie. Quoted from mr.boyfie's principle, ''Joy is the emotion that you can't contrieve'' :)

2 years and 2 months of being together is such a long distance to me. We won't know who's our 'jodoh', but we can feel it when we really truly love a person. Just like what watip said, ''love is about two person who can't live without each other companion''. Oh ya, today was watip and akmal's anniversary as well. Happpy 6th months anniversary love birds :)

I always believe that when u really love a person, meet them up with ur family so that later, things would be easier for you such as it's easier for you to go out, you don't have to lie to your parents etc

to my dear sweetheart,

u know that i don't know how to express my love to you through words. It's just that like i said to you before, action speaks louder than words. We understand each other well. We knew each other goods and bads. We try to be there for each other although sometimes we just can't. We have tried our best to go through this relationship together. We have discuss about out future. It's just that we have to be ready and wait for the moments to come. We just can't avoid anything from each other. I'm glad to have you in my life sayang. You're such a great friend, best friend and a lover to me. There's nothing else that i shall compare you with in this life. I just want you to know that no matter how harsh, how bad, how annoying i am, i love you so much and will always do. You're one of the thing that i really treasure in my life. Happy anniversary sweetheart :)

ukur jalan kl

yesterday was 'jalan -jalan day' . Mama gave the term :) We're out of the house for the whole dayyyy


actually, i accompanied mama for her medical check up yesterday morning. I wake up early, 7.45 am...huhu... I brought along my magazine as I knew that I'll be there for like half a day. However, as we reached there, the nurse said that the doctor was in hospital serdang as there's an emergency case. And it was only 10 am..

We were like 'Oh my, we came all the way' . But yeah, unexpected things happened. So we have to accept it no matter what. Then mama said,

''Jom pergi dkt mie''

i smiled :). Yeay! I haven't met him for around 2 weeks. Have been missing him badly :(


usually i am a good being a walking GPRS. however, today my radar was quite bad. I showed mama the wrong way and there we go into MEX highway which only exit in bkt jalil. Haha.....so, we make a round from putrajaya-bkt jalil- shah alam... hehe


had early lunch at nasi ayam pak mal and mr. boyfie :) . Mr.boyfie showed some pictures sent by his father about the flooded in perlis. It was bad until mr.boyfie's flight was being postponed as the airport already banjir :( But at least i can spent more time with him.

from there, mama wanted to go sacc mall and pkns to look for baju hari raya haji. Mama bought some blouses for her. Looking for something else but at the end bought something else :)

then off to aunty zairin's house at section 7 to visit her newly born baby. The baby is soooo cutteeeeeeeee......Oh btw, aunty zairin has 19 cats. Luckily, she knew that I'm afraid of cats. So, she put all the cats outside .

next stop is daddy's house. The main intention was to actually perform zuhur prayer there and visit the twins. But then , we took the twins to go back to enda's house instead as we were going for nanny's birthday dinner on the night. But before that, we went to bawang merah. Mama, mummy and I. We ran from the twins. hehe..... When we came back, Sara asked, ''kak eza baru balik ke?''..hehe....


at night, off to nanny's birthday party. The actual plan was to have it at madam kwan's bangsar but then changed to double trees hotel due to some personal reasons. Everyone were rushing as it was last minute plan. We could only had our dinner at 10pm :(. The whole family were there. I don't think i need to mention about the noise :). There's like 40 of us. hehe.......


taken by alysha. nice pic :)

my fav time partner, k.oya

nanny and the kids

the kids

aunty zairin's baby. She's so cute right ?

so, yesterday's trip was

melawati-putrajaya-shah alam- sacc mall- aunty zairin's house- daddy's house- enda's house- double trees- melawati

overall, 8 stops :)

btw, Happy birthday nanny! love u always :)